Date: 5/23/2009

Now i know..

Now i know. Now i know the answers to all the question i couldnt ask u, cz i was too scared to. Like the way you never said you loved me. And when you said it, i kind of knew you were lying, i tried to tell myself if u didnt mean it u wudnt say it. But oh was i wrong. I loved you from the start. You told me that u were inlove w a grl, bt she has a older man. But still i told u i love u and askd u to be mine. You said yes, i was glad. But i always thought of what u said. Always wondered if u dnt secretly do love her and not me. I was nothing but sme grl u placed beside u to take smebodies place. Last night i found i was right. U never did love me. Uve always loved her. suprisingly im not mad. Maybe just a bit sad. . . am i really that bad?


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